Archive for June, 2007
Ze jellyfish bids adieu!
My beloved readers and fellow bloggers,
I have decided that this will be my final entry. Yes, I will officially stop blogging. It had been a year and a couple of months, and believe me it had been fun sharing out my thoughts with you. Thanks for your lovely comments; they had cheered me up a [...]
aha!
Haha! I feel stupid, just a while ago i’m sitting here whining over something i don’t know, now i’m laughing over what i’ve written. Feeling a little better now.
If only he’s… oh, never mind!
Crap
Shitty day! I feel like crap! I’m not really sad, nor happy for that matter.. it’s just that i’m a little irritated about something i don’t really know what. Weird!
Or maybe i know what it is but just can’t bring myself to accept that that’s the reason behind this crappiness. Anyways whatever it is, i [...]
Is the search over? Nahhh…
The crappiness that had engulfed me yesterday has now passed. Felling better now, it turned out all I really need is to let some things off my chest, a warm bath, and a good night sleep.
By the way, I have resolved on saving my blog from eternal damnation so no more ranting, no more sad, [...]
Wandering around..An ode to schmuck
As promised, I’ll write about schmuck..
Schmucky is really a bad, bad person. His ego is way, way over the top. He finds satisfaction in manipulating one’s mind. He really loves picking other people’s brain. He’s sarcastic. He’s sinister. He’s the devil’s advocate.
He always gives me headaches that not any aspirin can cure; yet it’s that [...]
Closer ………………………………!
The other night, i realized something while i was watching “Closer”.
That I am making this search really really difficult for me.
Why? Coz of this little tendency that i’ve had since God-knows-when.. and it had been ruining guys’ lives and also mine for that matter.. It’s like this:
I love guys who i know i cannot have. [...]
Missing home..
miss home.. not the place where i grew up.. but the only place i have felt at ease, safe and loved..
i miss the smell of the of the morning dew and the freshly cut grass as i make my way to my early morning class.. (having taho and ciggie for brekkie, hehe)
i miss sunday afternoons.. [...]
Some more blabbering…
The past week was one hell of a ride. It’s like riding a roller coaster. No control over things, everything moving too fast, yet its fun and exhilarating. But mind you, I never felt scared. Funny but I feel overwhelmingly relaxed. It’s like someone else up there is in charge of me, of “us” for [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )The Chapters End… Finally.
Author’s Note: I have deleted chapters 1-3 from my previous posts and instead posted them here , together with the remaining parts as one story. Finally, Sid’s story comes to an end. Forgive me for any mistake or literary inadequacy and too much drama for i have not written Sid’s story for anyone. I have [...]
Read Full Post | Make a Comment ( None so far )The birthday that was…
Another birthday had passed. If I was still back home, hanging out with guys around my age or younger, I would probably be feeling way way old already. I felt that way when I turned 21 hehe. But here, turning 24 doesn’t really mean anything. I do not feel old at all, but do not [...]
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